I want to be degraded.
Now, I don't mean simple acts of humiliation that make a sweet little cute blush appear on my round cheeks.
No, fuck that. I want to be spit on, slapped, kicked, screamed names at, and psychologically degraded in every filthy and abusive way for being the fat, useless whore of a slut that I am. Yes, I said that. Did it make you cringe?
FAT.
USELESS.
WHORE.
I bet you think that's easy. I can almost see you smiling. But, it's not; in fact not at all, actually. I am more than likely going to laugh at each and every attempt you make. I'll sneer, roll my eyes, and taunt you to do better. I'll get up, brush myself off, and tell you to get your shit together or call a friend who might possibly be able to give you pointers on how to do a better job, because I'm fucking bored with your pitiful lack of skill. Grow some balls.
Can I make this any more clear? Do you understand what I need here; what I crave? Should I get out the big red markers and draw a picture on the wall? How about Charades?
I have to be reduced. I have got to find that place, with my face to the floor and the tears splashing down my cheeks; pounding my fists against the ground beneath me in anguished defeat as every word, every remark from you cuts through the carefully constructed unbreakable walls of my ego - bruising each one and marking it with your will as you slap them down one by one.
And then, the silence. The acceptance. I've surrendered it all. There is no lower place to be reached.
Don't make me wait. I've waited long enough. You know that, I know it, and every sadist who finds himself in contact with me, knows it. The unmistakable yearning, that unquenchable desire... it's there, waiting. Rape it from me.
Do something. Do it, now.
Degrade me, if you can.
20 comments:
Would not the witholding of any sadism be the ultimate form of sadism? And concurrently, witholding any degradation and making you beg incessantly for humiliation and degradation without resolve cause you to continuously deepen your personal humiliation?
GSJ
You need to listen, to what I have said here.
This is not about the old cliches about sadists and masochists. This is not about the misplaced arrogance of some who call themselves sadists, in thinking that denial is the worst for of pain. That simply smacks of ignorance, in understanding the proper use of a masochist.
And you know what? If one will not give it to me, another will. I am a selfish cunt and I will get what I want - every time.
I made my comments a bit tongue in cheek not knowing you or your depth of need. Reviewing your posts here and seeing your pictures, I see that you are very serious in your needs and cravings. Although I have sadistic tendencies and enjoy meting out humiliation and degradation, at this point I can only aspire to reach your level of depravity. I hope to someday find a 'selfish cunt' for me to use,lol.
GSJ
GSJ,
I suppose in all honesty, I have left many behind. I have been looked at with surprise, shock, and in some cases, fear. That is alright to me. I am used to this, and it does not phase me as it once might have. I have surpassed where even I thought to go.
Don't worry - there are lots of selfish cunts out there like me.
Regards,
tonja
You big fat shit eating cunt! You want to be degraded like the dirty little cum stain that you should be? Then again you said that nasty ass and cunt is growing cobwebs I can buy that considering the shit and piss that you put in there.
I suppose it might be fun to ram a foot in and out of that dirty cunt or have you pull that piss enema again and have you squat over the bucket to release yourself when you can’t take it anymore and you are begging to shit! Then dump that whole disgusting bucket mess over the little piggy’s head. Do you know that pigs will eat shit or at least pigs like you do!
Would the little piggy work her pussy over after being treated like that? hmm I wonder how hard it would be to ram the Hitachi up that nasty whore of a cunt!
Degrade you whore I am sure that would be a great show for the net as a whole to watch and enjoy. Is that cunt loose enough yet to fit the Hitachi? I am surprised a nasty whore has not tried that yet.
Is that it?
Really.
Dig deeper.
That wasn't me,lol.
GSJ
GSJ,
It's hard to tell when the names are anonymous!
Have you ever considered being a washroom slave you nasty pig. Your tongue would probably be a lot nicer that paper and you would do a good job on the clean up. You wanted more then more why does a nasty cunt like you deserve more?
Does that mouth have any talent besides cleaning shit out of people’s asses and piss swallowing? Maybe if you were a good cock sucker one could pull out and blow the load all over that wire like crap you call hair. Then again you are probably nasty enough that one could have you work cock and blow the load into a jar collect the mess for a month and then have you drink it all down and blow cum bubbles with it.
Would look great for you to wear out in public would be even better if you where to pin those fat bags you call tits together. I wonder if you dream of being someone’s personal toilet could you do that you nasty cum slut? Is this degrading enough for you after all instead of one person you could server as a public toilet I wonder how long it would take to arrange something like that?
Happy trip I am sure you will be abused enough that you don’t need this as much anymore.
R
R...
Damn. That was nicely done.
Hmm I wonder what you were doing with the goats so that you managed to fall in thier shit? I could make a guess. ;)
R
R,
Doubtless, whatever you made up would be far more interesting than the truth, you know...
Is it sad that what ever I make up would be more interesting than the facts?
R
R,
I'd love to hear whatever you can make up.
Well that's the real trick, isn't it? Sticks and stones. If someone has no value to you, their opinion similarly has no value. Someone you've never met in a venue you don't have to look at them, and who you will probably never speak to again has next to no impact on your life at all.
Now when someone whose opinion of you means everything says something, that will cut. When the person you spend your whole life, every waking minute and every thought trying to please tells you its not good enough, or you're not good enough. That to them, you're worthless. Low, stupid, filthy, unworthy. It'll burn.
And when they sneer at your tears, and insult you for crying, laugh at your pleading, it'll hurt like the knife you're looking for.
And my god, does it hurt good.
But that's the trick. Its about whose saying it, not what they're saying. You want to be humiliated and degraded to the lowest points of esteem? Find someone to whom you're willing to surrender everything you are and everything you have. Then beg them to treat you like the peice of worthless insufficent shit you are.
Damn you all! Stop leaving "Anonymous" nickname contributions! It's frustrating not to know who the hell is making my cunt drip with their words and ideas.
Toss out an e-mail address cunt and I will come up with something about the goats.
Does it really matter who is saying what and making those rubbery cunt lips drip?
I may or may not get around to it.
tonjaslut@gmail.com
I look forward to hearing from you, if and when you feel like getting around to it, that is.
Doubtless now that you have provided your e-mail account your cunt is dripping and waiting for more abuse!
Tsk tsk such a nasty cum stain waiting for more abuse.
Do you drag your cunt across the carpet when you are this worked up tonja?
I wonder how far a disgusting pig like you would go.
R
Further than you think, R.
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