I wrote this some time ago and tonight, as I was reminded of how very intense this particular type of play can be, I thought to share it here.
I am a female who is fond of humiliation play, yet, relatively still quite new to it. I have been considering since the question was raised, the effect such interaction has for me both physically and mentally.
Initially, physically, there is a response much like has been described; my body blushes, creating heat and tingling sensations to course over the surface of my skin. As it becomes more prominent in certain areas, the feeling becomes a very sexual, erotic response to being in a position, or performing an act, which in itself my mind sees as humiliating and therefore something I would normally in most situations, not do.
What makes this such a unique experience to me, and more so what brings it from humiliation to enjoyable, is the utter sense of being exposed. It is almost as if, I have become quite naked. There is an intimate sense of vulnerability; the more vulnerable I become, the more arousal I feel. Because of the inability to hide such open responses, there is a very real sense of freedom as a result.
For a time, I am not living within the tight constraints of a society where my desires and needs are most often seen as abnormal or dangerous in nature. For a time, there are no inhibitions. For a time, I am able to simply be who and what I am..
...Sometimes, that is just a little female animal begging and pleading for more..
Such a lovely state indeed; one that can be very intoxicating and addictive; one, that if not properly controlled, can be very dangerous.
A state, that is no less craved by me, even so.
